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Hei motherf*cker! It's me again. You know I hate to shut up, yeah. I really hate it.But, hold on a second. You love everything that annoys me. Ohhh, damn. I should have known that soon. I'm you't everything, and you're mine. Too bad, isn't it? Of course, I had you at my middle finger, but you escaped again. You demon! You divine creature! Why?! Tell me, please! I'm beging you! I'm on my knees! Please just.. STOP! 'Cause I can't take it anymore. I'm so going nowhere, nowhere I belong. Because it seems that I really don't belong into your world. You'll always appear in my life, when the honey is sweeter then ever. Really, why do you do this to me?! Why do you have to crush everything insinde, or outside myself?! That's f*ckin' crazy, isn't it?! But I'm sick! I'm sick of it! I swear. I'm so sick and so tired of you! Of you being myself! Of you inside me! But I also need you sooooooo much. No.. better say, if you leave I'll be soulless. :)